The Power That Lives in My Voice

My Story With Gate 34

There is a certain kind of fire inside me that I didn’t understand for most of my life. It’s not emotional, it’s not mental, and it’s not even physical in the way people usually mean it. It’s pure sacral power.
The kind that comes up like a pulse, like a “yes” that rises from the belly and pushes itself through my throat before I even know what’s happening.

My Personality Mercury defined this energy and I feel it every single day.

For a long time, I didn’t know why my communication could be so intense, so direct, so full of energy that people sometimes stepped back, not because I was harsh, but because it was powerful.
People felt me. Even when I didn’t intend to be “strong,” I was. And when I wasn’t responding, when I spoke from mental pressure, it often landed wrong. It felt off in my body too, like I had stepped on my own tail and didn’t know how to untangle myself.

But when I respond, when someone genuinely asks me, invites me, or wants to hear what I see, my words become something completely different.
They become clean. Sharp. Alive.
They empower. They land.
People hear me. People understand me.
And I feel myself again.

I’m still learning and try to understand this energy properly. Gate 34 is not gentle. It doesn’t whisper. It is sovereign. It rises in the now and says: This is the truth I see now. This is the move now. This is the energy I have available NOW.

Some days I wake up with this internal pressure to do something, to respond to life, to communicate, to build, to create. My sacral is already humming before my mind even catches up. That’s the hardest part, recognizing the difference between true response and mental pressure. Because when I act from the mind, it drains me. But when I act from my sacral, it fuels me strongly.

In work, this can show up as the sudden push to solve a problem in five minutes that others have been struggling with for a week.

At home, it can look like getting an entire house project done in one afternoon when the timing is right, and zero progress for weeks when the timing is wrong.

In relationships, it might looks like needing space when the energy tank is too full, or communicating something deeply empowering when someone directly asks for our perspective or energy.

And this is where the story becomes universal.

Gate 34 is now lit up in the transit. The whole planet is experiencing a taste of what I live with every day: the pressure to respond, the sacral hum, the push to act, the instinct to protect your individuality and your space, the desire to express your inner truth without diluting it.

Some people will feel a sudden surge of “I need to do something right now.”
Some will feel busy, unavailable, or simply uninterested in other people’s noise. Some will feel stronger.
Some will feel more sensitive.
Some will try to force things and burn out.

Power without response becomes aggression.
Power without clarity becomes noise.
Power without the correct timing becomes self-sabotage.

But when this sacral power correctly expressed… that is sovereignty.
That is empowerment. That is the moment when your sacral energy fuels you instead of draining you, and your actions actually lead somewhere meaningful.

When I respond correctly, my Gate 34 becomes the engine of my life.
It creates clarity, not chaos. Strength, not pressure. Movement, not frustration. And most importantly, it empowers others. That’s why I love this energy so much, even though it’s not always easy to carry. It’s not here to dominate. Gate 34 energy is here to uplift.

My wish for this transit is simple:
Let people feel this energy in their body, not in their mind.
Let them notice when they try to push versus when they naturally rise.
Let them experiment with waiting for response, even for small things.
Let them see how much more powerful they become when they stop forcing life and instead meet life where it wants to meet them.

Because when Gate 34 is lived correctly, power becomes grace. Action becomes alignment. And the ordinary becomes magical.